| heheh im happi !! lifes g00d !!!! |
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| ouch i feel like crap i feel so bad i dont think ive ever felt like this b4 im usaly im a very happi person but right now i just cant take it my heart i broken in soo many little pieces ouch i cared soo much and i get this i get mah heart broken so badly yes ive sayd i dont care bout him anymore so y do i feel this bad i feel like theres soo many thoughts rushing in my head but i cant say any of them....its just like sum1 riped out my heart and i cant work right with out it wen i heard all those hurtfull things 4rm sum1 that i once loved it made me feel horrible and i couldn't belive that it came up to this i remeber saything that one day we were going to end up hating eachother but i never thought it would come to this point i feel like dying but w/e y am i sopose to care if he doesnt ? u know cuz mayb ya one day he sayd he did but it was probally just another lie ..i just wanted closure i didnt want all this and i guess u dont always get what u want |
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| I WANT FUCKEN CLOSURE LOl I JUST REMEBER ALL THE FUCKEN BS OMG I WANT IT NOW LOL ! i cant lo0k @ a gu cuz the only thing i do is think about that and how in teh hell am i sopose to completly move on if i cant !! i cant get wid any1 idf i cant even lo0k @ them !!!!! |
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| closure ? is that what i really want i guess i mean what other alternative is there ......... i hella noty htink about him anymore and move on but i dunno yesterday when he showed sum what sum interrest i felt  silly lol but w/e theeres only one alternative gotta bite mah tounge and ya lol |
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| ya lol 4get that lol i shouldnt b the one to opoligize wen i didnt do anhything wrong but mayb i sayd sumhurtful things but still if he was only nicer and didnt act like that |
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